Nostalgia
OverwhelmedPutting the 2-liter bottle of Mountain Dew to my lips and swallowing some of the beautiful crimson liquid, I glance down at yearbook designs I've been laboring over the past two weeks.... and think of the seemingly endless amount I must complete in the next two weeks. Sitting the bottle on the floor, I smile, because having control over how a book students will have for the rest of their life is an invigorating feeling. The thought of receiving a four-hundred page book that I designed with my own blood sounds so rewarding. So I continue to work.
The story of my life.
I can't believe the point in my life that I'm at now. I'm not the same person I was when I began this account... I'm not fourteen anymore. I'm a senior in high school and I'm facing some major life decisions... where I want to college... what I want to do with myself for the rest of my life. The thought hasn't ceased to amaze me; It doesn't seem like I've gotten this old. It still seems like I'm the squealing little girl who drew anime simply because she liked seeing herself tackling cartoon characters. Not because she knew soon she is going to have to compete with other artists in college and the workforce.
Where has the time gone?
My gallery is so very outdated... but I'm in a graphics class this year, so hopefully that will force me to produce stuff that I can put on here. Honestly, I'm just too lazy to scan in any of my traditional stuff, and in the past year or so that's all I've done.
Besides yearbook spreads. Photography. That sort of thing. I would show you some of the stuff I'm working on, but that's not allowed. No one gets to see it until the book is distributed toward the end of the year.
That's my goal, but imagining myself there frightens me more than you could imagine. When my baby comes out... I'm almost going to have graduated.
nostalgia:: A wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time
oshi- my banned self is still on your profile... HIDE IT QUICK.
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You know you want one.
I was once called sparXCG, then I became Soaa, then I got banned, and much later on, I became Spark-of-a-Rebirth.
I added you on YIM. Please accept me! O:
And hide these messages! ><;
Why were you banned? And why must I hide your messages?
Sorry I've been rejecting you on Yahoo. I didn't know who you were.
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You know you want one.
Re-added you now. o:
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Hope you enjoy 2008!!!
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JoyfullBreakdown
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